I am an esoteric therapist and my model of understanding the psyche is not for everyone and that is ok…
“ I am ok and you are ok.’
Esoteric therapy states we are capable , autonomous and integrated beings in charge of our own destiny . Everything is a mirror and the function of our experiences is to clear suppressed material that is affecting us adversely .
In accordance with esoteric law this suppressed material could lie in this lifetime or another as the soul is eternal . We also inherit whatever our ancestors did not transmute .
Suppressed material has created our subconscious mind or our karma , these are experiences often traumatic which have not been fully experienced and integrated . Evolutionary forces AKA fate come to bring to the surface experiences which have been locked away and buried in the dungeons and controlling our destiny ever since. These periods can be incredibly intense like a boil when it rises to the surface so the poison can be released. Yet it’s essentially a benevolent experience as our energy becomes free to create a life of our own design . It is so clear that evolutionary energy is sweeping through our planet as the human genome is being cleansed of thousands of years of oppression. We have a wild ride ahead of us and we all need to begin this clearing work NOW .
This suppressed energy is always trying to find its way through the walls of resistance . These walls are like a dam that hold back the evolutionary force. . This resistance creates the energy field or the aura around a person which steels against exchanges and the flow of energy . We become blocked only able to access feelings through addictions , or we space out we; ‘ flee the scene’ and go into a fantasy world , we self-sabotage , we become co-dependent placing our life in someone else’s hands . Substance addiction is the most prevalent in today’s society . It has become such a norm that few even question why the potential boundless creative spark needs to pacify itself to function .
The answer lies in the opposite pole. It is a full and complete meeting with the energies we are trying to run away from that brings the relief that we seek .We meet these energies with the tenderness and the boldness of a divine being , we show love and courage and we touch the parts of us buried in shame , guilt , rage or grief. This is the way of tantra , the ancient art of alchemy which turns lead to gold or our suffering to our joy . I spent years running , my first impulse is always to defend, to turn away and to blame but now I have learnt to stop , to turn towards and to shine the light on the deep well and to befriend and transmutate the feelings that are being brought to the surface . Our souls are always seeking completion and resolution , it is the habit of our mind and its impulse to defend to that turn away from need to overcome.